June

June is a complete and total blur to me. I feel like I blinked and June was gone. I went back to work the first week of June. The first two days were brutal, I sat in my office and just cried the first day. I was so nervous to leave Charlotte, she had been attached to me 24/7 the first 11 weeks of her life. I did not know our nanny well, so I was nervous about that too. After the first two days, I felt a lot better about it and became more comfortable with our nanny.

I have a great schedule and still get a lot of time with all three kiddos, so I feel very blessed. Right now, I am working all mornings and am at home in the afternoons. When Peyton starts preschool in mid-August, I may start working one afternoon so I have one morning with Charlotte and pick up Peyton from school to eat lunch with him. I hate that I won't see Ashley until around 5 on those days, but it will be nice to have some extra time with Charlotte and Peyton. I am trying to figure out what will work best with my work schedule and still allow me enough time with each child.

It seemed like all it did was RAIN in June. I think it stormed every single day. We joined the Pinehurst Country Club this year and have access to all of the pools. Ashley and Peyton love going swimming and I hate that we did not get to use it as much as they (and me!) would have liked, but we still went quite a bit. They would go everyday if we could.